Thursday, 12 December 2013

12/9/13

i hate being alone
i hate being left alone with my thoughts
i hate that im crying myself to sleep at night
i hate that i keep the light turned on at night
i hate how my body tenses up when i feel alone
i hate when those bad memories haunt me when im alone
i hate how i become so weak
i hate how fear has taken over me
i hate that i could not save myself
i hate that nothing could save me right now
i hate how i get paranoid about the smallest things
i hate every negative emotion that i have
i hate that im crying right now
i hate that i dont see any living thing within the corners of my room
i hate that i have no one to talk to right now
i hate how i fear that my friends dont want to talk to me
i hate that i think about those things
i hate that i feel so alone
i hate these feelings
i hate myself
i hate

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