just when :)

just when i was giving up on life, life doesn't give up on me :)

the moment i decided to give up, life gives me a thousand reasons not to :) (okay, oa yung thousand, di naman talaga thousands pero it feels like it) haha. i’m on a roller coaster ride, and now i'm going up. i wish i could stay there forever. i do not want to think that someday, this would come down again. happiness is temporary, pain is temporary. but i'm currently getting the best that life could offer me, so wth. truly, i am delighted that I could know happiness again. furthermore, i am happy for myself. no more self-pity. haha.

and just when i thought i could not feel love again, love slaps me in the face, and wraps me in an embrace. XD this means so much to me :) if ever you read this, you know who you are. you know me. :)

things will get better. don’t give up. just wait.

wills, shoulds and musts for 2013 :)

I am making this list so I could be reminded of the things to do this year :)

1. I must study harder. Always the first one.

2. I must pass all my subjets for the year. Go, go, go. :D

3. I must watch Paramore's concert on February 15. MUST.

4. I should learn how to drive.

5. I should learn how to play the bass or drums.

6. I will make more covers of random songs. LOL.

7. I will listen to new bands.
8. I must fix my iTunes -.-
9. I will sleep early... naaat. jk :))
10. I will try to find a boyfriend. LOL.
11. I should watch Pierce the Veil/Sleeping with Sirens show on February 16. :)
12. I should also watch Smash Project on March 8... kung may matitira pang pera. XD
13. I will try to join an organization... pag sinipag. 
14. I must write notes about good things that happens to me this year :)
15. I should save money. The least I could save every week is Php200. 
16. I will try to exercise as much as possible :)
17. I must make my requirements ahead of time as much as possible.
18. I will lessen my gala and tambay but still maintain friendships and connections :D
19. I will try to listen to a certain radio station every night.
20. I will ask him for a movie date...again. :D
21. I must say YES to new things (of course, things that would not put me on harm lol)


This list will probably be for my happiness. :D I know there are still lots of things I want to do, but I just couldn't write them down right now. :P

better

I actually felt better this last week. Actually, a whole lot better. No, this isn't sarcasm. I really do feel better now. As of now, I was just thinking what the heck was I thinking back then. I broke free from those attachment I have with those friends and know that I still have other friends (friends who actually care more). And yes, I have been hanging out with them more lately, and I also kept myself busy with school stuffs. It is true that only I could truly help myself get better. I do things that would make me happy. I got back on my feet and off to radiating good vibes again. :) Yes, the happy me is back :D Now, I just have to keep this short since I have a busy week ahead and I need to start doing school works now. See you on Christmas break, I guess :)