sooo...

religion is not something you shove down on other people's throats. it should come naturally, when the heart is ready. 

on second thought, religion is not actually important. your relationship with God is.

12/9/13

i hate being alone
i hate being left alone with my thoughts
i hate that im crying myself to sleep at night
i hate that i keep the light turned on at night
i hate how my body tenses up when i feel alone
i hate when those bad memories haunt me when im alone
i hate how i become so weak
i hate how fear has taken over me
i hate that i could not save myself
i hate that nothing could save me right now
i hate how i get paranoid about the smallest things
i hate every negative emotion that i have
i hate that im crying right now
i hate that i dont see any living thing within the corners of my room
i hate that i have no one to talk to right now
i hate how i fear that my friends dont want to talk to me
i hate that i think about those things
i hate that i feel so alone
i hate these feelings
i hate myself
i hate

never was

wasting moments, wishes and dreams

that never came true.

it was a never was,

a never have been,

a never in a thousand lifetimes.

what a shame,

we could have rainbows

and happiness.

but we choose to ignore

every chance

we could have taken.

ERADICATION.

i really wish our story was written in pencil so i could easily erase off all of you. 

god, you hypocrites. i'm sick of your crap and i don't have time for your petty shits. you call yourselves "friends", ha, what a joke.

forgive and not forget

I forgive, but I don't forget. You don't get away with every bad thing you did to me. I remember, but I'm not the kind of person who stay angry for too long. Be careful, those bad memories might bring up a grudge, and it can be bad for you.