just when :)

just when i was giving up on life, life doesn't give up on me :)

the moment i decided to give up, life gives me a thousand reasons not to :) (okay, oa yung thousand, di naman talaga thousands pero it feels like it) haha. i’m on a roller coaster ride, and now i'm going up. i wish i could stay there forever. i do not want to think that someday, this would come down again. happiness is temporary, pain is temporary. but i'm currently getting the best that life could offer me, so wth. truly, i am delighted that I could know happiness again. furthermore, i am happy for myself. no more self-pity. haha.

and just when i thought i could not feel love again, love slaps me in the face, and wraps me in an embrace. XD this means so much to me :) if ever you read this, you know who you are. you know me. :)

things will get better. don’t give up. just wait.

paramore

watched paramore's concert here in manila last night. and it was beyond AWESOME.
i am so happy that i can't explain all the feelings i have been feeling since last night from the moment they took up the stage. it was perfection! paramore is perfection.

im so excited :P

imagine you and me in that perfect scene
tomorrow, we'd be together, holding each other
patience, my love, we'll be forever


(c)akbm 
yes. these are mine.

para kay...

dalawang taon na akong nagpaparamdam

tila sobrang manhid mo naman

hindi mo ba ako nakikiTa

o hindi mo lang ako tinitignan

why me

Why do I push away someone who likes me? Why does he like me, anyway? First off, I am not really romantically likeable. I don't have the physical qualities wherein a guy should be attracted to. I am not that pretty nor have the best attitude. I act like a bitch sometimes, and I can get mean, too. Maybe you're wondering why am I focusing on my negative sides rather than the positive ones. Well, those are easier to point out. Next, when someone tells me they like me, I just don't want to believe them anymore. This is because of the first reason, and also because guys are jerks. They let you believe that they like you, then after some time, they're gonna tell you that they were not that serious about it or they just disappear and never have connections with you again. Seriously, I could make a list of guys who did that to me under those two classifications. And during those moments, I am always on the losing end because I believed them. Haha. Stupid. So yeah, I don't know why I made this post. I guess I just want to say these things.