you built a fence around yourself and started to burn every single bridge, now tell me, how am i supposed to reach out to you?
it feels like we're not worthy of each others' time anymore and probably it's better off that way. if you don't care, then i don't care. i'm sick of pretending that everything's fine between us. the plain thought of you makes me want to vomit. what you do behind my back makes me vomit. now, go ahead and throw every memory. it's practically useless now, is it? how long can you hide behind those goody-goody shoes? it's pathetic. i think it's time for me to turn around now and head over the other direction. i'm sick of walking beside you. or behind you. i'm sick of tagging along, trying still to fit in your world. i'm not meant for this shit. if this is what you call a "friend", then i'd rather not have one like you.
Friday 18 April 2014
Thursday 17 April 2014
10 days so far
A VERY RANDOM LIST ON WHAT I'VE LEARNED SO FAR FROM MY FIRST 10 DAYS* OF PRACTICUM/OJT.
1. I cuss too much.
2. The actual stuff is waaay different than the theoretical.
3. How to interact with "adults".
4. Laundry. Mahirap maglaba ng pants.
5. Never ride a van alone.
6. Delata festival.
7. Pakikisama sa amoy tuwing gabi .-.
8. Pag sinabing wala ng jeep pag dating ng 7PM, wala na talagang jeep.
9. How to live without a mirror.
10. How to overcome scary noises at night.
11. Walang night life ang mga nakatira sa compound. Dapat by 10PM tulog na """"daw"""". LOL
12. How to eat fish. Ng naka-kamay :(((( sorry na pls maarte ako haha :D
13. Bagoong/alamang is truly really delicious with mangga.
14. The joy of titration.
15. I really cuss too much.
16. Okay lang hindi maligo pagpapasok. (pero wala akong balak i-try)
17. Appreciation ng course ko :---)
18. Mahirap mamalengke at magbudget. Haha.
19. How to properly apply downy.
20. Kaya ko pala mabuhay ng walang internet. Huzzah.
21. Self control.
22. Magtipid.
23. Kailangan makisama at tawanan ang mga nagjojoke kahit corny. You're all they've got. :))))
24. Nakakainlove pala ang tunog ng mga makina. Hihihi.
25. Other academic stuff.
26. Wag masyado magpuyat dahil maaga pa ang pasok kinabukasan.
27. One day of rest day is not enough. :----(
28. How to find fun in everything you do :D
*includes weekends and holidays
1. I cuss too much.
2. The actual stuff is waaay different than the theoretical.
3. How to interact with "adults".
4. Laundry. Mahirap maglaba ng pants.
5. Never ride a van alone.
6. Delata festival.
7. Pakikisama sa amoy tuwing gabi .-.
8. Pag sinabing wala ng jeep pag dating ng 7PM, wala na talagang jeep.
9. How to live without a mirror.
10. How to overcome scary noises at night.
11. Walang night life ang mga nakatira sa compound. Dapat by 10PM tulog na """"daw"""". LOL
12. How to eat fish. Ng naka-kamay :(((( sorry na pls maarte ako haha :D
13. Bagoong/alamang is truly really delicious with mangga.
14. The joy of titration.
15. I really cuss too much.
16. Okay lang hindi maligo pagpapasok. (pero wala akong balak i-try)
17. Appreciation ng course ko :---)
18. Mahirap mamalengke at magbudget. Haha.
19. How to properly apply downy.
20. Kaya ko pala mabuhay ng walang internet. Huzzah.
21. Self control.
22. Magtipid.
23. Kailangan makisama at tawanan ang mga nagjojoke kahit corny. You're all they've got. :))))
24. Nakakainlove pala ang tunog ng mga makina. Hihihi.
25. Other academic stuff.
26. Wag masyado magpuyat dahil maaga pa ang pasok kinabukasan.
27. One day of rest day is not enough. :----(
28. How to find fun in everything you do :D
*includes weekends and holidays
Saturday 5 April 2014
sucks
it sucks that i can't be with him on our 1st year together. *insert crying face*
but hey, we'll find ways. it just really sucks to not be with him on that day. and i'm just ecstatic 'cause i thought i'd be stuck with the 11-month curse, but hey, i did'nt and i'm not! c:
on another note, it still sucks though because it's summer and i'll be probably living an internet-less life this april 'til may. gdi. okay, maybe not really internet-less but my average daily internet usage would be almost 75% less than the usual and i'm not quite happy about it. boo. jk. this practicum/ojt would be fun!
~*oUt*~
but hey, we'll find ways. it just really sucks to not be with him on that day. and i'm just ecstatic 'cause i thought i'd be stuck with the 11-month curse, but hey, i did'nt and i'm not! c:
on another note, it still sucks though because it's summer and i'll be probably living an internet-less life this april 'til may. gdi. okay, maybe not really internet-less but my average daily internet usage would be almost 75% less than the usual and i'm not quite happy about it. boo. jk. this practicum/ojt would be fun!
~*oUt*~
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