never

late night conversations
2am gentle breeze
caresses your skins

soft laughs
glowing eyes
low murmurs
and meaningful stares

why can't this be us

this could have been us

but it's not.

and it will never be.
i'm not her.
and i will never be.

(is sorry with a comma or not)

sorry, i'm an idiot for letting you slip away.

sorry, i'm too scared to take chances.

sorry, i'm jealous of the fact that you like her now.

sorry, i'm not a thousand times better than she is.